Still In Love, Part 1

I was up all night, to pray that, this isn't some sort of payback Even after letting these years pass, I'm still holding my tears back Because all these feelings that I have, got me feeling, like I'm feeling kind of sad Every night, I'm in the same dream, and I know I have to leave And I know this may mean, I'll wake with a cry of sorrow, and a mad scream Because the dream was about you and me, and I know this may seem That I haven't drawn the line, and cut at the seam But I'm quite keen to say, the dreams help me breathe When I wake, I think of the stars passed my ceiling I'm concealed and conceded to what I'm still feeling Because to me baby your were something special Cause lady I'd drop everything, and not look at my schedule A feeling so sentimental, You'd settle my life which was so stressful Now I gotta do it with a paper and pencil, I best be careful Cause my bestie's the devil, set on a level where I'll never be successful Cause I'm about to booze girl, and about to lose her Cause I'll ooze out and say those wrong words, and I know it won't work And another knowing its worth, Cause I'm intoxicated Cause I like my songs slow, I like my drinks strong I like my walks long, I like my lights low And I like my nights wrong, So I'm sitting back, so I could fade away So I'm sitting here fading as I lay awake, Sitting faded thinking about my mistakes Now I'm fadin' in, think of what I said "We should take a break" The look in your eyes, I seen your heart ache, I seen your legs shake I seen that this love wasn't fake, but at that age, aren't we supposed to make mistakes? Just to learn from one another, and I knew that's when I really loved her Because to be with you, I'd do something insane just to see you smile I'd rearrange the stars so it said your name, I know it's crazy strange But in my dreams I contain no ounce of pain, it's like things remained the same But at this pace, I should be in front of your palace, I searched the depths I even found Atlantis, Maybe I should steal your Christmas list And be your personal Saint Nicholas I know it's ridiculous, but you're my beauty miss I know this is obvious I can't hold my emotion, I'm showing my sloppiness with in this ocean Continue to part 2.