Standing Above, You Watched Me Drown

My struggle My panic Was just amusement to you What was happening didn't matter The water wasn't filling your lungs Wasn't making your chest beat like a drum Counting down the seconds Before your chest collapsed Before your last thought Left Your mind No It was my lungs My chest My thought My mind The very mind that once trusted you That once called you best friend That once was manipulated into believing it was loved By you The most painful part When you were drowning I reached out my hand to help you And you pulled me in You used my body as a ladder You were never struggling It was an act A trick As soon as you could You called out to my demons And they gladly came Screaming for mercy They pulled at my ankles My thighs My torso My last thought explored the feeling of pain Pain leaking into my heart Killing me before the water could Standing above You watched me drown