So Sudden

So sudden was the thrusts So quick the pain fades That my mind didn't fully comprehend what it is my body was really doing I spent hours thinking about this and i've written countless poems I always wondered what this would be like I always wondered what poems I would form about this specific experience But now as I sit here devirginized I couldn't help but feel sad The little girl in me has finally been set free and I feel like i'm in a trance I regret nothing and I don't regret this Cause truly the memory of this one day will bring a smile to my face once we go down memory lane It all happened so sudden I had come to a decision after so much thinking and fear but the moment came and bursts of pleasure flowed through out my body forming images in my head like fire works I experienced pain. The nagging wincing type the kind of pain you feel when the dentists pulls a tooth So conscience was this fear of mines I shivered even just thinking about doing the deed yet when the time came I got lost in the moment and I lose my virtue right along with it For future reference i'm a mixture of sad and happy My first time couldn't have happened any better than this I'm proud of myself that I really went through with it After all the stories i'd heard and the fear that had been instilled I worked it like a soilder and truly I don't regret anything