Retro-Introspective

My life has travelled roads less taken, a tumbleweed, east, west, north and south, all around the world. Sprouting, enticing horizons beckoned, each just as fair, opened to discover by youthful emancipation from entangled roots. Never an answer to who my grown up would be, endless opportunities, challenges and changes, in effect, constrained ever looking back. Well along nearly two score and ten later, sunset in the dwindling distance, I take momentary pause for a meditative gaze back along the ways. Lennon said life happens, displaces other plans, an evolution of maturation from hopes and expectations to what has been, is, and what is yet to come. In the distance, an inquisitive, self-assured youth, unstoppable, for whom failure was alien, que sera, sera in mien. In between, the midlife self schooled in life’s reality, nil tallies begetting pragmatism, tempering intrepidity, with neither hope nor hopefulness suppressed or quelled. Today, my senior citizen contemplates its ageless twenty-something heart and mind, with as many questions, but fewer answers than they had. There is no sigh, no lamentation, no regret as I turn to continue along the current byway, trusting that I have somehow made a difference. © Copyright J. Nicholas De Bonis, 2015. All rights reserved.