Re-Prisal

Maybe this is life. Maybe this was what i wanted. Maybe this was what i was meant for. Repeated quotes you already know. Repeated mistakes one can't live without. Repeated songs mixed with muffled pleas. Whisper of violet words. Desolate and empty. Rejected, left and destroyed. Always at the mercy of your words. Voices pierce and torment. Why am i all confused and messed up? Will your words forever stick? A life of pain and repeated torments. Will i forever beg for mercy? Will i forever hide from those ungodly words of yours? Maybe i should think. Can i even still reason right? Insanity calls. Your words strike. Wouldn't you forgive still? Must my life be forever at the mercy of your harsh words. And yet i stayed. Still waiting; shove me down one more time. Hit me where it hurts. Below my chest just close to my navel. The pain is nice. The feel is great. Don't you just love as your sweat drops. And the sweet smile of Satisfaction you give beyond those frowns. Your fists descend down some more. And your hits counts. And here i laid. Forever to remember this day. Endless tears mixed with blood. I will learn to forgive. I will learn to adapt to this. Forever at the mercy of your words and fists. Forever loving the pain** violet words. Endless tears. Unending pain. Forever dead. Yet your hits counts