Pretend You'Re With Me - Becoming Undone

(Spoken) Are you having a bae day? Are you having it your way? You don't show any consideration towards me, going astray I'm going to phade away into the night, since you aren't my sun-shining day Dismay is what you make me feel You think everything's not a big deal But you'll feel my rain of pain someday You'll be on track on my torture train one way or another The sky is the color of blue and gray My past, present and future isn't a mighty blur, getting over the love flu and becoming mature Lord, be my cure to this disease of worry please... Ease my mind from the twists and turns of everyday life...hear my prayer and pleas Verse 1: In my wildest dreams, I cuddle with you close Breaking by the seams It hits me that everything goes Something in the way you move makes me inspired Stay away from the ugliness in my soul, the beauty expired No longer desired... So tired and wired differently...no longer admired Phading out of your vision You and I are running out of the time I plead on my knees, don't take me away till my job is done I'm only human, committing a selfish crime...this time, a valueless dime Pre-chorus: Before me, I see blemishes of the blues Come back, I want to place my feet in your shoes Scarred for life Wishing for a better tomorrow Living with strife Sipping in childhood sorrow Chorus: Entertain me, pretend you're with me I'm over you, pretend you're without me Brain going insane, bad luck on my tongue My eyes are enlightened, my door bell rung Don't be ashamed of being who you are Everyone will know you as a champion in heart You're the best thing that has happened to me, my shining star Allow me to push away the sinister death cart Verse 2: Those three sweet words ring like a doorbell Becoming undone, becoming undone but oh well It's you and I, torn apart So say goodbye...take heart...I gave you my heart but in return you tore it apart from the start You're the iceberg that broke me in pieces You're the urge that I loathe with all my heart You're the dream, dressed as a nightmare You're the shattered self esteem when I look in the mirror... I crash down on the floor Knives in your eyes pierce my own Is there any hope in store? I tried calling you, but you ignored my call...answer your phone Pre-chorus: Before me, I see blemishes of the blues Come back, I want to place my feet in your shoes Scarred for life Wishing for a better tomorrow Living with strife Sipping in childhood sorrow Chorus: Entertain me, pretend you're with me I'm over you, pretend you're without me Brain going insane, bad luck on my tongue My eyes are enlightened, my door bell rung Don't be ashamed of being who you are Everyone will know you as a champion in heart You're the best thing that has happened to me, my shining star Allow me to push away the sinister death cart Verse 3: Cut it out...stop pouting like a child, recovering from a sugar high It ain't cute...the way you're acting is threatening me Feeling like I'm cornered...I don't know why I fell for your lie I'm in vain...the day of our lives was a yesterday's fantasy My solitude's solace is my haven I'm the heavenly dove and you, the hellish raven Give me a moment to breathe in and out You hurt my feelings...you know what I'm talking about I had enough of you, playing the victim You were all I ever loved, my unique whim I lost all self-control and patience, Starting a fight, showing no mercy or innocence Pray for deliverance... While I seek repentance I will remain in your remembrance Fenced in by your ungratefulness...show some reverence and considerance Pre-chorus: Before me, I see blemishes of the blues Come back, I want to place my feet in your shoes Scarred for life Wishing for a better tomorrow Living with strife Sipping in childhood sorrow Chorus: Entertain me, pretend you're with me I'm over you, pretend you're without me Brain going insane, bad luck on my tongue My eyes are enlightened, my door bell rung Don't be ashamed of being who you are Everyone will know you as a champion in heart You're the best thing that has happened to me, my shining star Allow me to push away the sinister death cart Verse 4: We are a different story, written in different time periods We aren't on the same page...it reduces me to utter rage I see you, envying the fact that you hang 'round your favorite buds I wait for the appropriate time to say that I want to engage In this love affair, But you are a game of truth or dare I dare you to love me unconditionally Pretend to be with me frankly...truly... Don't scream at me or start a riot with me again, My one and only everything