Paint Me Colorful

Take a marker or maybe a pen try to fill me in Paint me colorful make me identical, normal It's seems no matter what I will always have that piece missing I try the best I can but still no one can shade it in or even leave a fraction done all they leave is dents a deep hole that grows and grows I slip in between it's cracks sometimes there's no way back I fear slipping so deep that a Portal will transport me there's no getting off when I leave so it would be my final departure it would take years and years to pull me out the hole I created to suck up my pain like a Vacuume it works really accurately pain seems to run right through me I can almost pretend it isn't happening... Ignorance only makes it worst but tell me what can I do Take a marker or maybe a pen try to fill the void i'm missing color me Happy. paint me colorful.