Oh How I Wish, I Wish I Was Free

I cant deal with this pain that dwells within. I cant sleep. What is it I will never understand, why I can't seem to be happy again. Now time takes its shots at me. Breaking me down. Oh how i wish, I wish i was free. Mood ever changing nothing is constant. I worry sometimes that maybe its just me. Luck or no luck its the way it goes. I've dealt a hand, I wish i not have been dealt. So now time has broken me down and nothing is real. Allusion or not it all seems so surreal. Like a book, life has an ending will mine have a good one? Or will i Just never be happy again?