Now What

Every day is a fight it always ends in war. I remember all of the broken dreams that you promised me before. Now I am cracked far beyond repair. my feelings I once told you but now I wouldn't dare. All the words once spoken now I wouldn't say you are working on yourself but you are pushing me away You told me that you needed me- I was a gift from up above, why is it if you need me that I don't feel any love? You tell me just to trust you and love will set me free, I see you getting better but what's happening to me? So I am just alone, me myself and I, I try to focus on all of the good but all I do is cry. Tears for what we once had and some for what could have been, I plea for you to care for me but you think that I am being mean. This must be what love is- I wish it wasn't true. I hope that you can believe in me because I will always believe in you.