Needy-Haibun Free-Style Contest

Haibun Free-Style Contest Sponsor: Scott Thirtyseven When is my head going to be straight edged? There is so much more to me than my past and my mistakes. I love a lot. I care too much and it always turns against my life, causing tornado's and hurricanes. So...where do I go from here? I'm sorry I can't change what I did. What do I need? What am I needing so badly, I over extend my love and care towards people who don't understand and are not my emotional level? I'm tired of losing people. They run when I cry. Get scared when I feel. They are uncomfortable with my emotions and apparently I can't keep hold of them. I have restricted freedom and they flee as far as they can... Why am I needy? My concern runs too deeply, I cry they depart. Goodbye..that is all I ever hear, Uplifted by staples left me in fear. Inadvertently forgotten without strings attached, Confused, overwhelmed and inappropriately detached. Needing attention Demanding reassurance Indigent request Written By: Laura Urbaniak Date: November 9, 2015