My Word, Absurd

I'm born again, Christian have you not been listening to my sincere admissions every since I was a kitten Ha, my kitchen is too hot for Hell keep on constructing my own prison, might as well and then I shall escape it a regular Houdini stand atop my cell like the Hell conqueror I became so freely An ocean I created of problems, then solved them bait on a line just like trout do you follow? hooked line and sinker a thinker, who speaks out absolutely absurd are the words running from my mouth I could never be liked too much because everything is wrong not a true believer? Says who your stupid mom? Oh the power of deception if you need this filtered white out is good for correction The passion I wear I let it out so all can hear but I force no one to listen like certain religions built on fear it seems I am sorry already do I feel guilty? not really, but sometimes like you I just feel empty I'm free by my own admission even though it seems like only the Christians really listen that's fine, for I still got the line maybe I'll realize someday by my word, I am absurd ever I have too much little time please don't get me wrong I respect bright, albeit enslaved minds even those who don't respect mine.