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My Special One

There was no joy when I gave birth, Scary words kept getting worse. When my baby boy was born Every face was quite forlorn. He came fresh from our Creator To be placed in an incubator. I could not take him in my arms Or shelter him from any harms. Doctors all had dooming words. Negativity was all I heard, “He may never… and he may not ….” Oh, how I prayed this would stop. He was two days old when I was told I could finally see his new face. Tubes and wires were every place In a sterile, see through trundle, Where there lay my precious bundle. Suddenly, I was not as sad Because my son looked like my Dad, Who had amazing, sure willpower. I couldn’t have heard God any louder, Saying, "like your Dad, your son’s a fighter." And fight he did, my beautiful son, My heart, my love, my special one. For three months he grew and thrived Defeating all odds of staying alive. Then on hospital day ninety-five, He came home on his first ride. ... CayCay Jennings October 3, 2015

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Date: 12/8/2017 4:38:00 PM
Oh God CayCay, this write strongly strums my heartstrings and it resonates deeply within me. By your second stanza, I was misty eyed, especially with the last four lines of that stanza. As a mom and as your friend, I carry this poem in my heart where its essence gently vibrates. A truly beautiful and intimate write of the power God, your love and your son's fighting spirit fueled by love and willpower. Love to you and poetry hugs ~Susan
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Date: 10/17/2015 7:10:00 AM
Hi CayCay. What a blessing it is to hear God speak to you in the mist of so much negativity. This had to bring comfort and joy to you in this trying time. I could feel your confusion and pain and then the joy in knowing that God was there with you and your baby boy. Your prayer was answered in a very profound way. Thanks for sharing this, my friend..... Robert.
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Date: 10/10/2015 11:31:00 AM
CayCay, Congratulations on your win. SKAT
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:18:00 PM
This is a terrific way to honor your son, father, and your own writing skills. Congrats on the win.
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 10/8/2015 12:28:00 PM
Hi, Dan - I've been missing you 'round these parts.' Your succinct comment is full of impact and I could not appreciate it more. Thank you ... CayCay
Date: 10/8/2015 4:47:00 AM
With a loving mom to wax lyrical... Her most precious baby's survival... This submission has to be a winner... Congratulations! This fighter baby's mom is a winner!
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:30:00 PM
Hi, Keng - I don't recognize your name which may just be my memory issues(!), I'll go visit you when time allows. I enjoyed your sweet and encouraging comment very much and I thank you for leaving it on my page ... CayCay
Date: 10/8/2015 2:20:00 AM
Yet another wonderful poem n win Caycay! Big congrats!
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:32:00 PM
Upma - You are so kind to reach out to people as you do. I am impressed by your dedication to touching everyone with your special and genuine words. Thank you very much ... CayCay
Date: 10/8/2015 12:49:00 AM
CayCay, this heartfelt write caused me to tear up. Congratulations on your win:-)Alexis 7
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:34:00 PM
Oh, Alexis - do not cry when I can't reach out and hug you, we can't have that. Your comment touches me and now I might cry and then we'd need tissue and get red noses. Seriously, your emotion touches me and I appreciate you sharing your reaction, very sweet ... CayCay
Date: 10/8/2015 12:10:00 AM
Made me cry. What a beautiful poem CayCay. Glad I didn't miss this.
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:37:00 PM
Oh, no - I am going to need a big box of kleenex - there are a few criers on this page making me tear up! Aren't we emotional creatures? Isn't it grand? Thank you for leaving me such sweet words, I appreciate it more than I can express ... CayCay
Date: 10/7/2015 11:46:00 PM
Wonderful win CayCay congratulations my Dear!
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:39:00 PM
Michael! Hi, there. Thank you for the congratulations and the time you invest in other people. I see you here, there and everywhere encouraging other poets. You are a dear! ... CayCay
Date: 10/7/2015 5:17:00 PM
Such a heartfelt, sad poem, CayCay, but with a wonderful outcome because of the inner strength of your little son, the powerful love of you, his mother, and God's healing. So beautifully written. Congratulations on your nice win in the contest. Hugs, Sandra
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:44:00 PM
Hey, Sandra - I enjoyed your comment so much and concur totally with your words, "God's healing." He held all our hands during this time, as He always does. I also enjoy the hug, that is special. Thank you very much ... CayCay
Date: 10/7/2015 2:46:00 PM
There is nothing worse than the feeling a mother gets when her child is hurting, or sick, and there is nothing she can do. Reading this I cried because I could feel the hurt and concern in your words. The feeling of unknowing. So beautiful. So glad that it all turned out ok. Congrats on the win!
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Date: 10/8/2015 12:25:00 PM
Hey, Brittney - Your comment sums it up so well. Moms want to do, to 'fix' and are lost when feeling helpless. I turned to God and staid in that position for the longest time. Thank you for your appreciated comments ... CayCay
Date: 10/7/2015 10:14:00 AM
Congratulations.
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Date: 10/7/2015 1:58:00 PM
I must tell my son as soon as possible - I wanted you to know that ... CayCay
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Date: 10/7/2015 1:57:00 PM
Oh, my gosh - I came in 2nd and no one is home to tell. If one jumps up and down when no one is home, is it still a celebration? This proves that some of life's surprises are good and exciting! Thank you, Nayda, for considering my poem. Can you tell I am excited? CayCay, oh my gosh
Date: 10/5/2015 3:30:00 PM
Yes, I remember liking this one a lot. If it were my contest, it would definitely score!! I hope this judge will love it too!
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Date: 10/6/2015 11:38:00 PM
All I ask is it be fairly considered! How lucky am I to have your face 3 times on this page! You have been great, Andrea - thank you ... CayCay
Date: 10/4/2015 5:40:00 PM
AMAZING STORY. GLORY BE TO GOD. May He continue to bless you and your family. 7+
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Date: 10/4/2015 6:04:00 PM
Hi, sweetheart - yes, glory be to Our Father. Thank you for your 'prayer' comment - it means so much to me. AND, blessings to you ... CayCay
Date: 10/4/2015 1:00:00 AM
This is so touching Cay Cay! I'm glad your blessing is complete. That fighting spirit will serve him well.
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Date: 10/4/2015 6:02:00 PM
Indeed, a fighting and often stubborn spirit! It is good to see you here, Richard, and I sure do thank you for commenting. Take good care ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 11:17:00 PM
I know so many people that have battled the same fight. Friends having babies at 23-26 weeks and the inevitable trials and tribulations and grief. There is nothing stronger than a mothers love and pride and I feel this all the way through your poem. God will always look after Kyle for you.
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Date: 10/4/2015 5:57:00 PM
Thank you, Mark, for many reasons. It is nice to have confirmation that one could feel the love and pride I tried to express, and even nicer to hear your belief that God will always be with my heart. Your responses strengthen and encourage me ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 9:32:00 PM
I have not the answers to those questions. My nephew's son is special needs. I suspect that their spiritual journey may not be that much different than is ours.. Remember ever human soul is equal in God's eyes and judgment.
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Date: 10/3/2015 10:16:00 PM
Without doubt you are right, their spiritual journey is the same. It is their human journey that can mildly or greatly differ and that is what I often contemplate. Some day I shall understand. You were kind to write ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 7:59:00 PM
Dear CAYCAY I have not heard from you for awhile kinda got a little worried, thank you for the infor on the publisher, I have not checked it out yet but I will don't worry. Also I wandered if you would like me to write a Halloween story for you, let me know if you are interested, cheri
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Date: 10/3/2015 7:50:00 PM
Oh I just loved this so much!
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Date: 10/4/2015 6:06:00 PM
Arthur, your comment may be short, but it is full of emotion and I just love having it here. Thank you for sharing your reaction with me ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 7:38:00 PM
BTW, I hope you WILL try triolet. I find they are best for reviewing some little scene. For example, when I watch a movie with a very impacting scene, I immediately start forming a triolet in my mind!
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Date: 10/4/2015 6:16:00 PM
And by impacting scenes I'm sure you don't mean blow up, shoot 'em up bang bang and/or horror! The good, gushy stuff right? I'm so glad you shared this insight with me. I did write one, but have yet to post it. Trolets are fun ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 7:37:00 PM
this is so cool how you told the story. What a blessed event when he finally got to come home with you!!
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Date: 10/4/2015 6:17:00 PM
I enjoyed reading your positive comment. Thank you, Andrea, for reading 'me.' ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 3:07:00 PM
precious is life and your beautiful story portrays the miracle of recovery from birth... a memorable one, indeed, cay.. huggs
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Date: 10/4/2015 6:13:00 PM
Such a sweet comment. I sure thank you for posting your uplifting words ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 11:38:00 AM
A Wonderful read! Thank goodness he was able to come home... I imagine there were a lot of prayers...
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Date: 10/3/2015 11:54:00 AM
Thank you, Carol. And, yes, always constant prayers and not just for my son ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 10:30:00 AM
This surpasses the wildest boundaries of love,profound and uplifting Cay.
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Date: 10/3/2015 10:47:00 AM
I don't know why, but your comment lifts and 'soothes' me. Thank you very much, Miraj ... CayCay
Date: 10/3/2015 3:48:00 AM
This is truly written lovely Caycay, A beautiful dedication to your son!!! Good luck in the contest Kevin
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Date: 10/3/2015 10:46:00 AM
Thank you, Kevin, for such lovely words. It is good to see you. I finally had time to linger awhile on your page. I enjoyed myself, but I am not yet finished reading 'you' and I'm compelled to go back ... CayCay
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