My First Love - Dedicated To Muhammed Munn

Junior High A lifetime ago I made your acquaintance Seasons changed Transitioning from a naive Child into a curious adolescent Experiencing love for the first time Like a Butterfly We spread our wings Flying hand in hand Taking a blissful journey together To an unexplored territory Your lips were the first to kiss mine I gave you my innocence Making love to you I felt euphoric and jubilant When I was in your loving embrace We had something special We shared a bond I understood your pain You understood mine But, you couldn't always Handle the demons inside me And I couldn't tame yours But, I felt the bitter sting of your lies Your deception sent me into hysterics When she entered your arena Nothing was ever the same again Our love evaporated Like it never existed Your heart abadoned me She received the rose That I always cherished You kept both of our hearts For such a long time But, in the end she won Even then I would not Live my life without you You remained in my life As a friend or a lover But, you never fell back In love with me I locked myself inside A terrifying, darkened Abyss that I created I cried so many tears I displayed so many Bouts of rage You were my everything I thought I would die Without your love Nothing that anyone could Have ever told me could Have ever make me believe That I would ever let you go I was so young and foolish then Healing will occur when you Let go of the anger and the pain Eventually I was able to Time healed my aching wounds Love found me again My love for you Transformed into just A memory from my past Reminiscing about distant memories Triggered thoughts of my first love Though no romantic feelings Exist in my heart for you There is a small piece of My heart that cherishes What was once between us Even though I cried an ocean Of tears when you broke my heart I would never trade what we had I have no regrets I think I am a better person today For having known you From time to time I think about you and I wonder how you are If you are lonely If you are sad If you are safe If you are loved If you have a family If you are happy I will always remember you I will treasure our memories forever