My Fear To Live Lonely For Ever

Sitting there on the bench of loneliness Watching the falling stars all alone Feeling the wind touching me all alone, Feeling my lonely tears crawling all alone. Sitting there watching the people Smiling, laughing, and talking Together Sitting there with my eyes closed Contemplating me, Laughing and talking To a friend happily. I feel that something inside my heart Is killing me With no mercy, I feel that something inside me is blasting harmfully I feel the darkness enveloping me from all the sides I feel the loneliness controlling me All over and over again I thought of the eyes of sadness I have, I thought of me living this life for ever. I don’t want the loneliness to haunt me till my end, I don’t want it to live within me, In my grave I want to live normally. Happily. I tried to smile once to the world But I failed I tried to defeat the pain in me But the pain was more powerful than I thought. It defeated me by letting me Cry constantly, By the tears that crawled On my lifeless cheeks. Im dying from inside But hardly living from outside. I need a loving, caring person I need someone to talk to To tell him the pain am suffering from I don’t want the pain to spread All over me again I don’t want to keep suffering for ever My only wish is to live a happy normal life, Like the other people around me …