Mind-Boggling Disarray

There's madness in enlightenment, preferring darkly recesses of denial whilst moon descends sensibilities, shedding white powder florescence fracturing every crack & crevice, most days long to dwell in oblivion, remembers it fondly, before unicorns and monsters became real and materialized taunting duskiest memories always knew in her bones that something was askew, fear and breathlessness a huge part of her psyche, on the surface she seemed to have it together but, her marrow was aware, as dysfunctional trembled - - nagging blitzed neurons, felt its prevailing intrusiveness a foreboding presence beckoning in blindingly echoed vocalizations, long before time even existed She lives in continuous disorder, tucked away within her own reflection chaos extruding every wakeful moment, powerless to cease mind-boggling adaptations