Many Memories....

In the beginning, my life was a whirlwind of mixed emotions, longing to reveal their true selves. As they built up inside of me, I was gasping for the feeling of stillness and a serene moment, I was touched by heaven's angel, I began to know a slight warmth overwhelming me. Though my heart and soul were trying to reach the surface of hope to breathe a breath of relief from all of the long before chaos. Many hidden feelings were and now are seeping through the many faces of me. As I take a yearn for journey through steep and narrow but comforting ways, I now come towards the end of this distressment and see the clear path now taken... As it was lit for me as a sign brought from my own profound vitality, a future known to be remembered by ones who can survive a lifetime of troubles with undying affection from loved ones, ones who can face the trials ahead with their head held high and insecurities and downfalls on low, years ahead to look forward to, to pursue my dreams untold. To become someone who is considerate and mindful of others impression, judgment, and beliefs, someone who will achieve the impossible, and is known to mankind. As I get older, I become more conscious of my surroundings and known of my past errors, I once was and still maybe full of regret which I am not sure of, as it still may linger in the presence of my soul. My elapsed 4 years ago will always remain in me. For it will never leave me, as the abidance of the corrupt moment lives within me always. As that special person was my guardian, counselor and mother. Many reflections run through my mind, they scatter and separate while bewailing over the losses and revive my thoughts of the gains throughout these years. The one someone who is and always wil be my matriarch with wings. This is the existing hope of her during my inner beliefs, for these are the many memories....