Look - the Rainbow Is Faraway

I didn't spin dreams before I met you; but those proved false and illusions too. I wondered if life has a story to share... Something fairytale-like: precious and rare. Yet each day I longed to be loved; you shared thoughts, but my soul starved. Phone calls were frequent; Skype and Watsapp. Still your indifference put us in a trap. Neither you nor I could be blamed; by destiny our situation was framed. Our perspectives pushed us in different ways. What we wanted was difficult to guess. Only if we had not met before marriage; with the plot weaved differently on the stage. The knot could have given us reasons to hold; even if by families to each other we were sold. Thoughts lure by; memories pull me back, yet when I see how your commitments lack... I smile at life and thank for saving me- A knot with you would have bind me to a tree..!! You are human. You have feelings too. I should have accepted anything you do. While you were experimenting; I fell in love, it was not your choice, so a broken-heart I deserve.