Just To Be Alive-The Journey Begins Contest

The Journey Begins Contest Sponsor: Matt Caliri My transit began not too long ago, My life had headed in directions, So unclear, even to my own liking, As my daily life of bombshells explode, I ran in short distances, Driving further away from consistency, My direction changed that night. I fell in love with the fire, I had to burn, In order to feel, Something...anything... Choices made from self pity, Actions portrayed from insecurity, And I bled... ...just to be alive. See, that is only one part of my journey. My life survived by making wise modifications, My chains broke in March 2009, And since then I have been determined, To allow myself a fresh start, Full of healthy mental images, Getting drunk on happy moderation, No mind altering chemicals would save me, All the excess was swallowed whole, This journey I have allowed myself to walk, Brought me secure safety, My conscience is finally free, All my pain towards others, And anguish inside my insanity, Broke in a million of tiny pieces, This new way of life is a gift, Blessed with precious jewels, Allowing surrender granted for my soul. Now I have dreams, Real dreams.. With real connections granted, All my lessin's, Turned into blessin's, Now I sleep. Now I care. Now I live. I am living my road less traveled, I needed my wheels in motion, In order to keep a journey so free, By staying strong and being grateful... ...just to be alive. Written By: Laura Urbaniak Date: November 13, 2015