It's Only Time.

its only time before its all gone. you never know what will really happen. My life flashed before my eyes! But when they were closed all i saw was her. She was there by my side. She was there healing my mind. I knew she was worried, and scared. I just wanted this all to be over with. But when that car hit. I...I was gone. Its all what they don't know. That ringing, the sirens, flashing lights, the yelling and screaming. Was it me or Jeff??? was it thoses who were helping us??? I was gone for 19 hours...i wasn't there. All that laied there was my body. My family had hope and so did god! but during my sleep, there was a dream. A dream that seemed to last for years. I lived a second life. A life were i was happy. A life were i wasn't hurting. The pain and the suffering i had hit me when i woke up. I looked around, everywhere!!! but i knew she wasn't there. Scott told me. I just wanted to talk to her. but when i did!!! everything seemed to fall back in place. Back into my happy place!