I Closed My Eyes

It should be hard on you I left you when you needed me the most I did close my eyes Hoping you would hold my hands And stop me It has been an hour Wondering if I've made the right choice It's okay, I will live But you didn't know that I love you Every single day you'd say you need me Like a recitation or some sort of chant You needed me An obsession you couldn't live without It is not love I'm regretting Walked out of that door so you'd stop me But you didn't Not going to rewind the tape It will still be the same If you could realize that we're losing ourselves Once you loved me The next day, your eyes said something else Yes, I still remember What were we doing? We were holding on for this long It's a miracle Now, it's time to let go And I'll be the person to leave If you could turn back to the person you were I'm asking something stupid here It's time to move on Maybe this time It'll be the longest time to forget the love we used to have Fatin Qurratu'aini 1st July 2015