Introspective Agony

Introspective Agony Shattering all the imagery, my mirrored visions lost inside Catapulting out the memories I should've never left behind Gliding on deceptive Angel Wings, wind chilled in silent lies Gasping for the air I need while breathing my goodbyes To arrogant to accept the unacceptable things of fate The paradox of this frantic Being annihilating what I create Scientific mathematically writing solutions that won't equate Walking the inside out of all the emotions we complicate Last chance thought collectively, the three of me must decide Is suffering worth the agony if in happiness we never cry The inefficiency in disaster seeking, two worlds one mind collide Time lost in the catastrophe of never living but have I died... Revised: 05/14/17 For Contest: "Introspect" Deep inside you