Inception: Crying a River - Collab With Mikey Part 0

You’re like a backpack, jam-packed with memories of High School’s fun times and hard times…I know I had weaknesses back then; in addition, I had strengths that I still lack You carry everyone’s weight including my own…you crumbled into sand and I am a stone – a waste of space and I am used to jump rivers to rivers; I wish I can have no record of wasted time, but I have to forget about it and forgive myself for downfalls You’re like a sponge – soaking in our stress and I was that one magazine, frozen with abandonment on the magazine rack I’m a distraction to you – you’re wasting valuable time…but don’t hesitate; come on, now – I know how it feels to feel alone, wandering around, never earning any cheerful calls I’m writing words of self-centered feelings – logic and reason doesn’t exist in the misty midst of my frame of mind… But these feelings aren’t as bad as committing an awful, pricey crime – I’m through with feeling guilty for crimes I’ve never committed in my life These feelings come and go – I just had to confess I didn’t mean to delete your progress…but, this time – I’ll make it up to you by polishing you with extra grand bliss, not another stress layer; sorry, but there’s some issues to distress Once again, like a hurricane, you blow into my mind Which was once filled with happy thoughts so kind Deliver me up from drowning in the river below me… You say you love me; You never showed your true colors to me I look at you suspiciously But you ran me over with your hate Misery…I want to change for the better of things Blessings never fade away…away… In my mind’s eye…I see you sway Today, I’m alone and awake At the break…break…break… Of dawn…suddenly, the sweet sentiments of blissful merriness are gone I’ll be gone…I’ll be fading to gray I’m disappearing this sun-drenched day You are like no other . . . the Father sends you XOXO’s You’re like a mat – you’re constantly stepped on…with rejections and woes I’m like YOUR unwanted tool – I screwed up your progress and acted like a fool Right in front of you and I Pushed your Buttons at the wrong time; you proved me wrong ‘Cause I accused you of being the guilty one, but you backed it up with proof that you were the victim all along… Fine, I admit it – I’m the criminal by your side… You’re drifting away, under the spell of your petrifying pleasure that disguises itself as a cure You pushed me aside…and I felt under pressure beyond measure…you are cursed by the devil in the messed-up mirror I closed my eyes…it’s too late – I’m corrupted and enchanted by your side I rolled into the death cart I realize that you’re the one I prize…I’m innocent in the eyes of many...I’ve cried I’ve cried. I’ve cried. I’ve cried. A river..a river……..a R.I.V.E.R. Deliver me from bondage & my future’s a mightyyy blur I guess deep down inside, I always knew you would (you abandoned me honestly) Still it hurts that you left without anything good (you left me with nothing heartlessly…) YOU finally took heart Once upon a splendid time, my young heart broke apart I kissed the abyss of hopelessness I need a piece of peace right now...and maybe a fraction of your satisfaction... R I V E R bliss... Drowns me with ecstasy's demise I need someone or something to save me from the endlessness of my distress You were the gold I truly, sincerely prize You are to my heart-and-anxiety-filled mind a wonderful blessed surprise. You make my long lost and forgotten heart and love rise I bleed...the stains are left on my window pane...you were my living sacrifice Don't seek me, I'm not wise...you tore me down with oblivion and negativity…the knives in your eyes pierced me...with never-ending dread Stabbing my heart of hope with your hurtful lies of abominable hatred…we were higher than the clouds overhead…I can’t put these racing thoughts to bed I'll rise like a skyscraper...I won't be weighed down by gravity... Oh no, not anymore – you won’t take away the precious tune of my heart’s melody To say to me, carelessly, for what we were…our future was a mighty blur Y-you left me like worthless trash – you didn't really care, I'm sure… I’m sure there’s other fish in the sea…but, I will endure with life and try to find another cure We were 1…whatever happened to that? Who release the rat? Was that you, cat? We are 2…what’s wrong with you? Why did you lose your other shoe? There it goes again…. ……… With those worthless excuses in your brain Face the consequences like a wo-man & hop into the tranquility train Refrain from driving me insane Or I’ll drive another mysterious lane I slammed the abominable door shut…I still remain sore – you should of not of uttered those words…now, I shed the many tears of sorrow and pain…is there any hope in store?