In Between

I’m in between The darkness and light…how can I make progress? I’m in distress The happiness…will never last – will never lead to Everlasting success... I’ll never reach Soaring success… I’m in between Land and water But, the grass on the other side is green And I’ll remain Unseen… Unseen for life Gobbling up repulsive strife Invisible like the spirits… Roaming the earth and haunting people To the maximum I’m in between Merriness and desolation…how can I make progress? I’m entwined in my mess The jubilance…will have its end– will never lead to Sky-high success… I’ll never attain Vivacious victory I’m feeling numb – I’m in between doubt and hope… Not sure what shoulder I should lean on… Not sure what path to take…my life’s at stake And all I could do at this moment is mope Trapped in a bewildered state… Unfasten me out of this seatbelt Before I melt away…before I subside Away from your dynamic light My faith towards Him converts to fright… Don’t confiscate me from my homeland Why do I have to depart tonight? I don’t understand… I’m in between Giving up and enduring…how can I seek blissfulness? I’m under pressure…I’m compacted by tons of stress The exultation…will soon wither away– Goodbye to success... Goodbye to my heart’s desire! Forget about my progress What does success require of me? (just so that you know: Am I Close To Success is the 2nd part of this)