If - Flames of Uncertainty

If I could dispose of The drowsiness That I feel in my body... If I knew how to believe I would've had a better life A happy ending... And I would've had the strength to Put to death strife If I knew how to achieve I would've won an award by now... If I could forgive you For the wrongs you've aimed at me The wrongs you didn't admit...don't you get the clue? I was hopeless when you left me... To drown in the wild, potent sea If I could forget about The frustration...the emptiness That I feel towards you If I knew how to make you happy I would've been with you long ago We would've been together... And I would've had the ability to Make you whole once more If I knew how to love I would've won your heart in a heartbeat But how? If I could think of you As if you're my best friend till the very end I would have a chance to know you better... You still don't get the clue? My love for you is as fresh as dew... Shimmering anew... cleansing you I was full of rage when you ignored me... And threw me away into the Disgusting Debris You crumbled my hope... But, I didn't let go of His rope Oh I should have Thought before I said those crul words to you I should have Held back my tongue...but things slip and stick like glue But I licked you with Flames of uncertainty