I Hate You, Life

I really should've known I should've known you would do this Took the only thing I ever loved And ruined it Now I'm losing it I feel sick Told me why, but I'm clueless Are you testing me Or are you just this sadistic? You knew I loved her Why can't you let me be happy? You think it'll blow over? NO I'll never forget about her actually I treated her like a queen Even she would agree She even said she loved me And you took it away instantly For once I did everything right She said she was scared But I was terrified I lost this fight I did do anything to you, now did I? It's your fault I'm dying And it's your fault I'm alive I can't sit near or stand you I hate you I hate you, life