He's Always With Me...

I feel alive, and yet alone an emptiness within my soul a ray of light, allowed to be shown a miracle developing story untold I see a glittering star in the lonely darkened sky a beautiful moon colored so right whisk of winds , break free and clear shallowness of breath , reappears I hear my inner thoughts, calling out inside me pleading for the very chance to emerge outside my body I smell the scent of a chimney flowing in the breeze while leaves fall around me, falling lightly I ran across the grassy field, hands held up to the sky for the contentment and peace ,I so desperately sought I wanted so badly to find I found the end of gate, not knowing what awaits awaits for me on the other side I dropped to the ground, for I was still bound and there was no escaping in sight I touch a daffodil, running my fingers across the top slowly picking it apart, from beginning to end all that is left, is the stem I sense this is the season for my suffering and my pain I wait for tomorrow, in hopes of no sorrow when joy and happiness come to stay I turned around to see this light this light coming out of the clouds a helicopter, I thought or maybe the cops but something about this light was profound I drew closer and closer as the light became stronger, pulling me out of the darkness suddenly it became clear, for God was still here taking me on a journey of faith I flew above the heavens, above the clouds and seas only with my soul, not with my body he showed me so many, beautiful things, all of his works, his angels with wings I felt this passion deep in my soul, a feeling of redemption no longer cold, but a warmth so true so amazingly clear, that I was in heaven, with no hurt and no fear only the love that was right before me, and the everlasting faith I was taken to see a look back on my life, through all the misery, all the temptations, all the deceit he was with me, he never left my side seen all of my tears, heard all of my cries my questions and doubts, my anger and shame no longer exist for my life has been changed My father in heaven has washed and cleansed, my soul and my sins I want the world to know, there is a better life, for all who just believe don't give up so quickly, have faith and you'll see he's been then from beginning to end from start to finish, from birth to death from your very first step to your very last breath give him the glory, the songs and the praise for his name is truly, Amazing grace....