God, I'M Weak

God I’m WEAK…I thought that I was strong And then I realized I couldn’t do this on my own Lord I feel so alone….where has everybody gone? Where are My “friends till the end “ in the end….everybody’s gone Lord give me direction…..I know I’ve slipped in mess when I should’ve listened to you…. now I just sit here in depression God I’m WEAK… All I need is you ….but your face not your hands I need another “one more chance”, reveal to me your plans Now I can’t sleep….b/c all I do is keep…on thinking about the week when I shoulda been reading your Word but I was sleeping around being a freak God I’m WEAK… But Lord it’s you I seek, I’m trying to reach higher I’ve been labeled as a whore, player, hypocrite…liar That I should give it up this Christian walk..just retire like there’s no chance…..no way that I can please the Messiah God I’m WEAK…. Lord I know that people will judge me on my past and…. it’s even harder when I can’t even look past it Although it’s Past tense…I see it in my future I try to change, but I still do the things that I’m used to God I’m STRONG… Because my Past doesn’t define me It doesn’t end here….so here is where they won’t find me I’m tired of landing on my back…it’s time I land on my feet I’m not turning back ….it’s time for a new season…so bye heat I know I reap what I sow…What’s happened in the past is done So I gotta move forward and keep my eyes on the prize…. The SON