Fret Naught -Section 5-

Your wrongful sins – your mind can’t wrap itself around it…it still denies As my racing thoughts keeps asking those ridiculous why's I tried my hardest to protect you from your own mistakes…leave the past behind you (hit the brakes) Don't let me go, please...I know our time is almost up Don't cut me off...don't rage wars in your mind...suicidal fatality fills your mind with plastic relief... It will bring grief upon us...so, don't say those words... Tell me one thing before you go away forever leavving me in grief I'm hanging on the branches...tomorrow is way too far away...let's embrace our young spirits Like dying angels we fly away apart like birds YOU shattered me with thoughtless words...the beat of your heart...is thumping so absurd...releasing herds (of distress and stress and pushing me back in my emotional mess) You once was my hearts dearest You're so far...yesterday's tomorrow shines on like a star... Dream on wherever you are You once had my mind and heart at it's very clearest Nightmares will fad fade* and something else will be at ease and heal - that scar... You pushed me so very far Right now, let's do what we should've started long ago Give me a scar that I can show We got right now...we're running out of time...go with the flow...of the blessed breeze...and be marinated in the sun's glow To remind me to save myself from what I thought was bliss before we both must go There's no use of crying nor is there any excuses for lying I grieved you as I watched you slit your wrists - painted red with shameful lusts...and I cried...cried...cried... For my loving heart and caring ways are all slowly fading and dying A R i v e r Sick of pretending that I have the ability to keep on flying But I must keep on trying Save me Believe in me Reflect on me Pain hurt and disloyalty to me you only deliver You smoked me out like a cigarette The moment I said yes, I submitted to pleasure, then regret From your corrupting ways I felt I still fret