For You, I Can'T For You

Wait, it's not supposed to be like this. This isn't how it goes. It's all wrong. All wrong. For you. I'm not supposed to feel this for you. This emotion isn't supposed to exist. For you. I can't feel this for you. It never used to be like this. It was so different, it was just supposed to be fun. It's just lasting too long. Wait, don't go, I feel.... It's over now, no it never is. What is this? I don't feel. I can't feel, not for you. The feeling is getting deeper. Slicing me open like a dull knife. Why does this hurt so much? For you. I can't feel for you. Because I can't feel love. For you. Not for you. Written April, 17, 2008