Feelin' This Shame Without a Name -Part 1-

There's racing thoughts spiraling in my head...the moment I watched the sun descend below the hills...below the streets I tread He drives me insane with his stupidity...my trust towards him is naught... There's bittersweet emotions brewing in my heart again...I need to bring my thoughts to bed He makes me mad as a hornet - I lost the depression wars and now I rot... And the silence has shot me with shame...just turn the wheel There's doubt crashing my mind...this feeling feels so unreal I've been feeling this...x2 shame Inside me x3 Without a name x2 Shame embraces me Never leaving my presence... (But I tell myself:) Don't give up... Just keep fighting back tears Don't erupt... Just keep on facing your fears Your countless fears Stay strong till the end... Embrace the silence... Don't fence me in with your morbid luck Embrace the silence... Don't fence me in with your careless doubting I'm sick of your crying...(sick of your whining) Sick of your lying...(there's no denying) I won't listen to your lies and I won't trust you with my heart... Our bond was on its last string of hope and it snipped off 'Cause you didn't keep your promises... Sick of your mind games...sick of your disease (don't beg to your knees for my forgiveness) Sick of your dreams and fantasies (I won't save you from your mind's abyss) Sick of your love...it wears off on me Sick of your existence... i wish I could live in pure ecstasy