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Feelin' this Shame Without a Name -part 1-

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Feelin' this Shame Without a Name -part 1-

There's racing thoughts spiraling in my head...the moment I watched the sun descend below the hills...below the streets I tread 
He drives me insane with his stupidity...my trust towards him is naught...
There's bittersweet emotions brewing in my heart again...I need to bring my thoughts to bed
He makes me mad as a hornet - I lost the depression wars and now I rot...

And the silence has shot me with shame...just turn the wheel 
There's doubt crashing my mind...this feeling feels so unreal 

I've been
feeling this...x2 shame
Inside me x3 
Without a name x2

Shame embraces me
Never leaving my presence... 

(But I tell myself:)
Don't give up...
Just keep fighting back tears
Don't erupt...
Just keep on facing your fears
Your countless fears
Stay strong till the end...

Embrace the silence...
Don't fence me in with your morbid luck
Embrace the silence...
Don't fence me in with your careless doubting 
I'm sick of your crying...(sick of your whining)
Sick of your lying...(there's no denying)
I won't listen to your lies and I won't trust you with my heart...
Our bond was on its last string of hope and it snipped off 
'Cause you didn't keep your promises...

Sick of your mind games...sick of your disease (don't beg to your knees for my forgiveness)
Sick of your dreams and fantasies (I won't save you from your mind's abyss)
Sick of your love...it wears off on me
Sick of your existence... i wish I could live in pure ecstasy

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