Conformity Is the True Terrorist.

My spirit is tumbling down the hill and onto the cliff Jumping off into a dark abyss I've descended into doom I've filled everything with gloom Heart palpitations give a whole new meaning to heart break Fill these wounds and my pain to take So tired of all this chaos Sick of all this straining loss Pacifists can only pacify for so long Before they realize the right thing is really the wrong No matter how godly or how devilish No matter what, this pain wont be abolished Throughout the deepest trenches and deadliest gallows The ghosts of my past come out and its me they swallow I keep sinking down into these incomprehensible emotions Everything racing by as my life moves in slow motion Paranoia slips in deep Normalcy is nothing left to keep Craving most the things that used to bring me pain I want all that comfort to be mine once again How much I depise that you've single handedly put me back into this place I never wanted to become part of this mental space But you created this lie that I became a part of Turned my whole world inside out just to feel your love Now look at me What do you see? These broken dreams, these twisted alibis Trying so hard not to cry Begging the world to not leave me in silence I'll slave myself away, I'll pay whatever penance Just free me from this pain Take me from this agony, and let me see the light again. Goodnight to you all This peculiar girl will drift into her final fall Enjoy yourselves and pretend everything fine Just like you do all the time.