Comfortably Numb
i know what you know
i know one of us has to go
one of us has to become an ex-resident
and that takes precedent
we used to be able to calmly speak
but your pummelling of my body left me weak
restraining orders meant nothing to you
so you just kept up doing the horrid things you do
well i'm finally rid of you and my life is going well
and everyday i pray you'll end up in hell
treading water in the lake of fire
you, a woman beater and prolific liar
Why I can't move,I'm just suffocating
Why evoke negative feelings in me
Why fill me with hope
Were you seeking some attention?
Why I can't move
I'm just suffocating
Why evoke negative feelings in me
Why fill me with hope
Were you seeking some attention?
I don't where I'm going
I just feel like walking
Never looking back
Why do you generate this power over me?
Don't change your criticism into request
Why put my heart's feelings to a test?
Now i don't know where I belong
Or if i belong.........
Do i just want to be gone?
Were you so oblivious and blind
Your words of sorry are hard to digest
Why did you get to be the only one deciding?
Tears start flowing from my eyes
I don't know how to stay strong
I just feel like I'm loosing all control
All i know is my head wont stop pounding.
My heart hurts
Im numb
Was i your obsession to ease your depression
Was it was all a lie?
Nothing but wasted time
Why does it hurt so much?
I just want to know why?
Written with help from a poetry friend, my verses are in bold..
Copyright © Tracy Edwards | Year Posted 2012
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