Blood, Sweat, and Tears

Just your smell brings a million thoughts to my mind, When you speak you try to sound so condescending, Your soul seems so empty towards me like we never had any history, Why has forgetting come so easy for you, Blood, sweat, and tears for you, Giving up on my own dreams for you, Would have laid down this very life for you, The misuse of my heart and feelings saddens me to the core, Selfishness and lack of concern just simply astounds me, What more could I have possibly given to make you happy, If only I had known happiness cannot be made but has to be found, I always had mine but you had not found yours yet, Never admitting this to me I hope you do regret, A future that looked so promising with positive flow, The existence I had create was only for us, Brought to an end on lies and deceit, Now all destroyed how can I rebuild in all this rubble.