Betrayed. Again!

i'm writing this to explain to you my feelings please bear with me, this won't be easy of course i thought of seeing you first every hour of everyday that meeting i rehearse and through clandestine verse i reveal that which you have mared our minds with memories that we can not forget our souls with a curse that will not lift our Body defiled from evils touch My devotion destroyed by my willingness to trust deep inside me a demon lives a demon who regretfully will not forgive i find it very hard to find the will to live so i beg God to let me live Gods answer is that i learn to forgive Lord, forgive Them for they know not what they do