And Im Hated!

AND IM HATED? WHY? CAUSE THE TEARS BURN MY EYES OF LIES TOLD BY MANY, PLENTY, THE WORLD EVEN LAUGHS AT A MAN WHO TRIES TO SURVIVE, TURNED THEIR BACKS ON ME CAUSE I AM THE TRUTH! BUT I SIT ALONE WITH TEARS IN MY EYES NOT LESS THAN A MAN, BUT A BETTER MAN WITH A PLAN TO FIND UNDERSTANDING TO A LIFE THAT NEVER REALLY MADE ANY SENSE. AND IM LABELED TO BE A CURSE TO WALK THE EARTH WITHOUT A SMILE ON MY FACE WHEN I HAVE BE SHOT AT STABBED LEFT FOR DEAD IN A ALLY WHEN PEOPLE WALK OVER ME AND THE BLOOD FILLED STREETS OF PAIN. I AM NOT ASHAMED OF MY TEARS! CAUSE I HAVE CRIED AND CRIED FOR YOU BUT YOU WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU WILL NEVER LOVE OR KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE LOVED, YOU RATHER BE LOST. AND IM HATED? FOR THE TRUTH I HAVE LAID FORTH. GET YOUR MIND RIGHT IM WORKING ON MINE AND IN TIME I WILL SHINE. I BULD MYSELF TO BE STRONG DONT TAKE THE TEARS AS A WEAKNESS MY HEAD IS HELD HIGH. BEAUTFUL PRIDE AND THE HEART OF A MAN WHO WANTS TO SURVIVE AND STILL IM HATED?