Amazement!

I'm standing in a pool of blood, Where did it come from? My friends all look in horror, I laugh. What else can I do? My wrists are bleeding, But what can I say? They rush out for me, But I pull away. I look at them with eyes full of hate, And say"Now look at what you've gone and made me do!" I lean against the wall, Falling to my knees. Their eyes following me, I cry out in sheer excitement! I look at my wrists, I look at them in amazement! Blood all around me I feel right at home, No one loves me and I feel all so alone. When I thought about the meaning of my life, I realized it was a lie! No real friends, no family that cared, Everybody pushed me away ! Now I'm left staring at my wrists in Amazement!