Alone, the First Poem I Wrote

small wet alone whimpering in the night and all around the noises give you a fright. taken to the pound strange dogs they lunge pounce bite the end is near nothing's right. your breath gets shorter you don't want to be here you shouldn't be. down down down there's no life left in your being it's all washed out. you have no chance you're sinking below the earth you take one last glance at all the things that hurt you the woman that hit the man that smacked the cat that scratched the dogs that bite. the girl where is she she was one who loved who let you rest your head on her knee but she left just as you are leaving and her soon you will see. you leave the world and sink into the depths it gets hotter you don't dare go back there is nothing for you there. you sink deeper it is all you can bear but you go on down to hell you will see her there. you reach the gates and take one last breath before plunging into your fate that is so stressed. there she is with her auburn hair its on fire and then it isn't there she slowly fades into the background and you are left alone.