Almost 1,000 Words.

ill surrender to fate... because i cant fight for the both of us; and i wont fight if you dont have enough love to be here. im guessing all those times that 'i love you' reached the tip of our tounges but never made its way out was gods way of saying "no, this wasnt meant to be." but, i did not doubt my love for you... i just was not able to receive the same love in return... and that hurt like hell, no touch of heaven in sight. your last words to me were that... you have always wanted to be in two places at once. you walked away not knowing your place on the face of this heart and my heart. now, i hate myself for having cared too much and i want to hate you for not caring enough. if somebody could please open these eyes to the truth... because they have been blinded by your deceptions. even if it seems to me that nobody in this world could successfully change my new perceptions. love is love, but without a definition to me anymore. i am who i be, but without you. whats this heart for ?