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Wasn't supposed to go as far as it did. Had no intentions to hold you close to my soul. Was my first time, just wanted a little taste. Something to take away my blues. Help me forget the pain serging through my veins. But after that first hit, Oooooh..how you made my body hum. I felt like I could fly. Nothing, nothing could hurt me again. But as I slowly came off that high, I started to remember my pain. I was disgusted with life. And everything that appeared before me. Couldn't sit still, had an itch to fulfill. Then began my quest. Quest to feel like that first time. Taking anything to not feel again. Never coming close. Just pulling further and further from me. Losing total grip of my reality. Someone help me, Wasn't supposed to go as far as it did.