Before

I understand her because... I been her before Waiting for him to come threw that door Questioning my worth what is he still searching for Am I not good enough to settle down for? It's 6am in the morning Im looking at the clock Like where he's at watching the news Praying he ant got in a car crash Hoping and praying he's fine But I know in the back of my mind where he's at, I seen the text He told me he would no longer message her but where he's at? Rubbing my belly Praying that the baby's fine Because he's stressing me to the core and this time he than cross the line I keep telling myself Without him I'll be fine I can't do this anymore I know he loves me but it's not worth him Consistently hurting me I wish he would telling me what is he searching for When God gave him that family he was praying for I understand why she's angry... Because I been there before I gave him all of me plus more Can you please tell me why is you still searching for more?