Are You There

Are you there? It's been a while. My world seem to be diminishing, HELP ! My head is in a fog and all I can do is reach for you. Somehow I can not come back to reality, am I refusing to? I think I saw you, Did you help me out of bed this morning, or was that just my routine? I want to hide. I want to not be seen , heard , or found. Why do I feel so much dispare, why is my heart aching? I have no reason, not that I know, Where are you, have you given up on me ? I am broken and only you can mend me. My pride has taken hold of me, Not only have I lost sight of you I have lost myself. Come back...... Come back now........................ I need you , You were all the hope I ever had........ There you are , Now here I am. Take me , wash me ,mold me , heal me , Love me, Thank you for never forsaking me.