My Decision

It was my first time, her first time, and now our first child. I wish I had waited a while longer because stroking it a little harder made me a farther. I would be dead wrong dead wrong to tell her I don’t want to be bothered. Ah I’m still a little boy not ready to take that stand as a man. Damn only if I would have use protection. It’s to late to take back what’s already been done. I cant believe I’m going to have a son. I question my self, should I be apart of their life, or wait to start fights about me and the baby looking nothing alike. Should I really take responsibility for my kid or maybe I can tell her I’m leaving to go do a bid. I think I’m going to stick it through, although That did get me where I’m at now. Maybe fatherhood is something I need to make my life complete. I’m going to hang around and be the best farther figure I can be for my son and having unprotected sex is done.