Control

Control it's so easy to lose your grabbing for my shirt and I want you to remove it. But I know that inside I have to stay strong, it's not like me to want this it's not like me to fall. But I must admit that I am... it's getting deeper every day I crave it and other girls bathed in it but I want to stay nice and pure. At least until that time comes when it's right and i'm ready, pressure these days it gets so hard and so many girls fall because they are not steady. They fall for the lies and the fake love songs and when it comes time you let them sip your wine and then their gone. Your tonic it's unique it's suppose to be special if you let everyone take a dip they'll contaminate it and make it poison. Control it's a simple word but it means so much, when he's kissing you and pulling you, you crave it but please stop. I know how hard it is to fight temptation but that's one ride that you must not go on. Count in your head, tell me what you know... if you know that he loves you ask yourself has he cheated? Ask yourself if he promised to never hurt you, can you trust that bag full of lies or is he as dangerous as anthrax in the post office. How long have you known him? Is he bringing protection or should you? If your so deep in love that your blinded by his phoniness ask your friends if they approve. Moments in time your thinking of the line that he used to reel you and then if you smile when thinking of him I think your ready but just have control over yourself. If you are thinking no not until I want to then push him away, don't let him win because when he does he has full control. The promise of your heart your giving in return.