Fear!(A Fantasy)

Oh my Lord, what should I do? Our neighborhood is Ripe for crime, I live alone in this old apartment- The lock would not hold back a kick!! Am I being punished for bullying those kids in my youth, Or is God just showing me how fear feels? What should I do for I have no way to move- I can't pay a mover because I have no money. I guess I'll go to bed and cover my head And say a prayer for protection, Hark! I hear a noise outside my door, I'll just be quiet and maybe it will go away!! "Please God, stay with me this night.i "