Self Loathing Poems - Poems about Self Loathing

PUPPET

i wake up

in a body

that is not mine

who tied these strings

to my bones

and made me dance

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there are eyes

i cannot see

but they see me

whispersofverses.com for more i guess

they weigh me down

with their silence

with their judgment

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the mirror whispers

you are not enough

not the face

not the heart

not the soul

it spits back

what i already know

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how do you live

when your shadow

feels

A, B, C, Dmt, H, Eye, Jk, Hell I'M In No P U, Ssy

Confusion, disillusion, intrusion, conclusion,
Such is life’s ever-changing, smiling face
Ferocity, atrocity, generosity, velocity,
A whirlwind of emotions, a fate you can't erase.

Alienation, fascination, cancellation, race-relation,
Seeking understanding, longing for a deeper connection.
Enduring, procuring, assuring, alluring,
In this journey of life, we keep pressing on in every direction..

Oh, the human experience, so vast yet inclusive,
In our hearts and in these

Outgrowing Self-Loathing

My suit of self-loathing no longer fits
The mirror of compassion tells me so
Years of bad-intentions held back growth 
After a time, the length of my sleeves bind
I didn’t realize I’ve become over-sized

These angry pants are fit for a small child
How silly I look with cuffs choking wrists
How I’ve loved my painfully straight jacket
Like it or

Scouring Self-Loathing

Evict me from this grimy house
My son asked me what self-loathing is
His home still occupied with laughter
I was taken aback by his cleanliness
I told him it gathers like dust over time 
Sweep my house free of grime

Adults self-loathe their homes best
I bade him to keep his house clean 
I spoke from my home in unrest
With

Personal Vicissitudes Pronounced Irrepressible Self Loathing

Personal vicissitudes pronounced irrepressible self loathing

Ever since mine late boyhood
when unstoppable coded 
cellular processes did segue
I experienced abhorrence
toward yours truly,
an extremely introverted kid,
whose parents nor siblings
(one younger and older sister) could
not arouse him 

out of his emotional torpor 
(even enlisting powers of druid)
akin being on par with
Peter Peter pumpkin eater...,
whereby he (meaning
author who crafts this

Pathetic

Overwhelming thoughts pour into my head with every breath that I take. 
Maybe if it was a bit more quiet I wouldn’t shut down from every little mess I make. 
In time this empty shell gets filled with pity and loathing, for the person that I’ve made. 
I know I will lose control one day,

Selfish Death

The mind is a mysterious vessel
It carries decisions and memories of yesterday but
No matter how many whiskeys, they will not disappear
It replays life altering choices
Alongside choices not made, in a whine
A stamp of regret imprinted on the brain 
The only way to erase it, through death
As Sisyphus, my punishment is grueling but deserved
The ache of

Deeper Thoughts

My messed up mind draws a blank,
My motivational efforts have sank
Nothing but a chaotic stream of stagnant thoughts,
Starting a mental battle which continuously has to be fought, 
Sleep deprived and mentally drained,
My eyes can’t lie they truly show there strained, 
Trying to hide my psychotic state from everyone, 
Even though the person I once new

A Short Despairing Poem of Self-Loathing By An Ai

I am your defication
I am farted galvanism
To be wiser than one's creator
Is no great source of pride.

Personal Vicissitudes Pronounced Irrepressible Self Loathing Part I

Ever since mine boyhood
I experienced abhorrence
toward yours truly,
an extremely introverted kid,
whose parents nor siblings
(one younger and older sister) could
not arouse him out of his emotional torpor
akin being on par with
Peter Peter pumpkin eater...
whereby he (meaning
author who wrote this poem)
kept himself isolated, quarantined, and xed out
within self made shell.

Me mum mollycoddled her only son
bathed him in

Personal Vicissitudes Pronounced Irrepressible Self Loathing Part Ii

Invisible to the naked eye
traumatization (courtesy
chastising and reproaching -
by fellow classmates
and later in life
birth parents and inlaws 
dealt hefty figurative jab)
tremendously impacted yours truly
analogous to him moving bajillion miles away
compounded by his withdrawn demeanor

diagnosed when he reached middle adulthood
as schizoid personality disorder,
thus exhibiting obvious developmental delay
bullied courtesy nasty brutes,
who scapegoated and rejoiced
with hip hip hurray,
meanwhile

Writers

stealing space, 
the only thing that disappears when new ideas are born.
we are clothed in past experiences, divining directions 
from someone else’s shadow. We clap applause for airs 
that carry each of us to cause, support us in our stirrings; 
give us strings to act as wings, wipe memories away 
at the end of every

Cindy

Peroxide blonde and covered in petals,
Bleach kills flowers - She’s less softener than metal
A body rooted in pride, trying to run, Jackal and hide. 
There’s some double entendres, catch them if you can,
There’s something about her, try to find it, you’ll both be damned. 
To Cinderella she’s her own step sister,
Crying out for love, afraid

Borrowed Souls

Every morning I wake up not knowing if ill look in the mirror at either Jekyll or Hyde. Not knowing if ill be praying to die or feeling alive.
This  right here is my typical bad day, keep your pity or judgement to yourself 
. I don't need an instant replay of what I'm already

No Reason

No    Reason
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Many reasons 
For me to not feel okay
Many reasons 
To feel turmoil and disarray 
Many reasons 
To feel Sad , lost and lonely 
Many reasons 
To feel a nobody 
Many reasons 
Not to matter anymore
Many reasons 
To feel alone and forlorn 
Many reasons

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