Risk Avoidant
It’s easier to take a risk
When youth will thus allow
A bounce-back sensibility
Which now I’d disavow.
For when you’re young, you never think
Of all that can go wrong.
You live your life and merrily
(Or not), you roll along.
Yet age gives your perspective
Quite an unexpected jolt.
It may be building slowly
Or strike like a lightning bolt.
No matter how, you’ll
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Categories:
avoidant, age, change, life,
Form: Rhyme
Avoidant love
At this my next to the last
Enlightenment
The curtain positioned to fall
I got nothin I am so sorry
Layed back to share with you all
I am decimated kids
done in by my very own hand
Raped and pillaged
disenfranchised and lost
Theres no telling how I will land
Heads don't seem to have one
Or one with a functioning mind
Tales I've showed it
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Categories:
avoidant, august, surreal, write,
Form: Rhyme
The Avoidant
Mixed signals
Superficial love
A hoax
A dismissive love
That come so genuine
To only fool
Break
Cause
Pain to the receiving soul
Once loved
Once thought as the one
The dream girl of my dreams
To avoid
To be avoidant
Rip’s my love at a whim
With ease to break my heart
So easily
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Categories:
avoidant, anger, angst, betrayal, depression,
Form: Free verse
Fearful Avoidant
I've been sneezing since June from the dust.
I took bupropion with mountain dew-
Now I can't sleep, my heart is beating fast,
I'm a little dizzy and a bit nauseous.
Vesta told me not to lose my head
But I was having so much fun!
I couldn't find Hera or Venus
But Herne told me there's no harm.
All their lights are
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Categories:
avoidant, june,
Form: Quatrain
I Am An Avoidant
i am an avoidant
i avoid the eyes that stare
they make me feel like handcuffs to a chair
and I'm afraid of the face
how it comes to rest on my case
the pounding of a heart
like the shredder shredding me apart
i avoid the local bars and pubs
and I'm not living it up at the college clubs
i am afraid
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Categories:
avoidant, me, me,
Form: I do not know?
Avoidant Personality
Fears conversation
Elaborate avoidance
Of social outings
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Categories:
avoidant, angst, depression, health, life
Form: Haiku