Wait, I Am Scanning the First Page

Do you wonder what I’m contemplating 
in this room, and why my eyes stare blankly 
when your eyes tiptoe and sneak into mine? 

How? How can I vomit the toads in my head?
Your eyes may look aghast seeing your
own image hopping among the toads I vomit. 

Do you know how many times a day I go and
sit beneath that mango tree, we first met at?
We talked nothing. We stood; our eyes feasted. 

Do you think I talked too much?
You simply nodded your head. The toe of your
right foot dug the ground like a hedgehog.

My eyes wept till the hedgehogs reappeared.

In March, they came up, met mine, and then
they sat sipping mango sap hours and hours. 

I don't remember you uttering that phrase.

Alone, in this room, hours ….. and hours ….
I scan that first page of our tale, 
looking for that phrase, I wanted you to utter,

“Love You!” 

[20 lines]


March 12, 2021
CONTEMPLATION Poetry Contest
Contest Sponsor: craig cornish

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Date: 9/16/2021 1:30:00 PM
This is truly sad but great imagery and content.
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Date: 4/23/2021 6:55:00 AM
Sometimes certain people just can't say the words I Love You. They have some emotional hang up in that area and the other person has to accept them as they are and hope that one day they will be able to say the words. Some men express their love through protection and provision., They want a woman to say they admire them not so much I Love You. Thanks for dropping by my page. Sara
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Date: 3/23/2021 3:39:00 PM
Interesting contemplations Newt. Mango sap sounds a fine beverage. So sorry there was no "Love You!" :) Linda
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