Betrayed

The thought of all trusts, Was it all just rust? The thought of all confidence, Was it because of your insolence? The thought of all friendship, Was it all just dissonance? Was it all just lies? The thought of all immanence, There was no innocence, Was it all just imminent trust? Was it all your fickleness? Was it your falseness? Was it enough faith for equivalence? There was fading ambivalence... Was I blinded by wistfulness? Was i blinded by your words? Was it your defiance? Was it all about rebelliousness? Are we going to be strayed? Were we going to divagate? Was I being a black swan? Did you want to disarray? Did I need to back away or just run away? I was being manipulated over again... Kindness is hard to give now... Did you want to lead astray? Are you really a friend? Did you want to push me away? Did you want to cut me away? Did you want to break me away? Weren't we going all the way? You are going too far away... You were just looking away... With my tears shedding, Will you just turn away? Might I just fall down? Must the world just fade away? Was it all just waste? Was it all already traced? Was it all degrading? Are you corrupted? Am i devalued? My unshakeable perception and unbrakeable soul, Were they deceived? All I need now is a shoulder, Where my tears can be shed and impregnated. A hug, Where my bones brake of forgotten joyfulness. A trust, Where my biggest secrets will be kept. A hand, That can keep helping inconditionally. Eyes, That could see me for who I am. A heart, Where infinite solid bonds could be created. And a soul, Where my soul could be free and unbrakeable... All because of your hypocrat double play, I was betrayed...