Why is this feeling I have so very strong ,
It's as if there is something so very wrong.
Toss and turn through these sleepless nights,
I don't know what it is but it's just not right.
What exactly is it that I am unable to see,
Day after day it continues to torment me.
On the edge of my bed I sit and I think ,
Staring out into space without even a blink.
Back through my days and all of my actions,
Breaking my life down into mere fractions.
Maybe I've lost my mind and I'm going insane,
Especially since I've not heard anybody complain.
Yet it is so intense this ill feeling that I have ,
It could be that I have actually gone mad.
But my gut tells me that can't be so ,
There must be something I do not know.
I suppose sooner or later it will all come out,
Then I will finally know what this is all about.
Only time will tell if I've been thinking straight,
Will I be able to fix it before it is way to late.
Hopefully all of this will not take to long,
For I hate this feeling I've done wrong .