Won'T Get Beaten Up By Anger

it feels like numb when anger strikes your mind like a boiling water or a bomb ready to explode the veins getting tighten and your heart beats faster you wished to curse, to hit, to scold turning into a devil of your own but why do I have to do that? Why do I have sacrifice myself when in the end I might regret for something I shouldn't have done It's only to making fun of me This whole mind and soul This whole human's feelings trying to test us for being a real human I may be angry But I keep on silence I better leave and return when I'm cool Talk things out not like what you do I don't do fist, or yells, or curse I think, I'm unwind, I talk That's the different between you and me I live with my heart and the help of my mind